How much longer, I’m not sure but I know the time is near. How near?

Well, near enough to not be last year at this time, sleepless nights,  tired days. Searching drawers, closets, socks, and underwear. Looking for anything that will give a clue to exact times and when.

I’m not a coward, I DO have courage. I’m not a chicken, whimp and I’m not gutless. I am quite capable of confronting pain, angst, lies and whatever / whoever else needs confronting.

However

Even though I KNOW I am RIGHT. Even though I KNOW times, dates, places .. I am TERRIFIED there is that one teeny-weeny little chance I’ve got it wrong.

He Knows This.

They Know This

He has contributed to this.

They have contributed to this.

It’s called GASLIGHTING.

So I guess in a sense I have contributed to this.