Here it is, and here am I, looking as if I am crazy, but truly, I am NOT. My H and his lover(s) have, as usual, made it look as if the one who is being cheated on, the “innocent” to be the crazy one, isn’t it so typical?
I have read the stories and watched the “stories” as well, the innocent, they always come across as crazy and off the mark.
Later, maybe years later the innocent, the BS, or the “victim” is finally shown to be true, right, correct. Suddenly then, many want to stand up, get in the game and say that they too, were a part victim.
Eff you, victim(s).
I just re-read the text back to me, the “poor, low self-esteemed woman” whose H treated her like sh*t. LOL. The woman whose H abused her so. The OW who happened to be able to convince her friends and family that a crazy woman was accusing her of dreadful things. The text I received made me sick. Very Ill.
As she claimed her innocence, I understood that I should NOT have texted she or her BS. But it was not about convincing her spouse what she was up to. It was NOT about bullying her or begging her to “leave my man alone”. No. It was and IS about letting everyone involved that I KNOW. I KNOW what they are doing.
I fear to look or appear, whatever the grammatically correct saying be, dumb/naive or TRUSTING, to people that do NOT deserve the trust of this young/old woman.
I KNOW. I KNOW every time you have an excuse to disappear from my presence, you are leaving to pick up or send off a text.
WHY- WHY – WHY- many texts ask…. WHY are you sticking around with this person.
Many reasons. One being:
I have no effing idea why. I want concrete proof. so that I can feel rewarded. “See I told you” reward.
$$$$$$$$$$$ The longer together the more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
I am weak, ball-less.
I have no effing Idea.
However, in the long run. You both know I know. I want you to be very sure that I know, I am not a dumb ass. I know- I know- I know.
And, OUR, yes you, me and she, them, her, them and she…… creator, KNOWS. HE is very aware.
Enjoy that afterlife.